Silent Desire

The one benefit of bad brain days; it sometimes results in arts I really like. I accomplished some effects I've always wanted to do! And just to add, due to prior inquiries; don't feel bad to add this to your favorites/collections just because it's a dark personal art! Z'all good!

I probably spend too much time fantasizing my own death. I noticed that, a lot of the time, it involves my neck/throat. I wonder if it subconsciously has to do with the fact my first attempt against my own life involved my throat, so now my subconscious is looking to finish what I stopped at last second.
I mention this so openly not to gain sympathy, but just to let people know that, if they need to know, they aren't alone. No one is ever really alone in whatever they feel.

Much love, my loves.